Jeff Lewis falling into ‘dark depression’ following Gage Edward split

Jeff Lewis says he is spiraling “into a very, very deep, dark depression” following his split from partner Gage Edward.

On his Sirius XM show, “Jeff Lewis Live,” on Monday, Lewis, 48, shared the details of an “unbearable” and “uncomfortable” dinner he and Edward had together over the weekend.

According to Lewis, the pair had a two-hour meal during which Lewis says Edward “lectured” and “criticized” him for his behavior during their 10-year relationship. Lewis said he was so angry that he left the table.

The following day, the pair had a phone call on which Lewis shared his feelings and how he’s working to become a better person.

“‘I have heard everything you’ve had to say to me in the last couple of weeks and I take 100 percent responsibility for what has gone wrong in this relationship,’ ” Lewis says he told Edward.

The reality star also shared how he believes he failed both Edward and their 2-year-old daughter, Monroe.

He added he’s putting in work, with the help of a therapist, to correct his past mistakes, telling Edward, “‘I’m working really hard to implement these changes in my life and what I would prefer to have from you is support and acknowledgment. I would love a little word of encouragement and I do not want you to beat the s–t out of me anymore because I am spiraling into a very, very deep, dark depression and I want to stop this now.’ “

Lewis and Edward split earlier this year after 10 years together.

“This has been a long time coming,” Lewis confessed in January. “We were in separate rooms a significant portion of last year, so it was kind of like a roommate situation.”

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